ash's stash

the inner machinations of one big idiot


about ash

hello! i am known by a great many names! those may include, but i'm sure they won't be limited to:

- ash

- sock

- evelyn

- ruby

- hazel

- bug

- jellyfox

- ffmpregg

- the enby of incredibly dogshit taste

and many more!

my jam is largely video games, but i do dabble in other stuff too. i enjoy a good bit of writing and ranting (bet you wouldn't have guessed seeing as i thought a whole website was neccessary for it), but i also enjoy more quiet things like the odd book and a bit of lounge jazz with a cup of tea and my electric blanket of a night time. funnily, though, my usual musical tipple is punk and rock and metal and all things screamy! maybe there's a reason i'm so uppity and nervous haha.

i'm a femme-presenting non-binary individual, happily married to two wonderful angels who i am very fortunate to be with, and this site is to save their ears so i don't have to keep ranting witlessly at them about my autistic subjects every two seconds. no, instead, i can commit it to text and have a script to read off of! /s

the most pertinent things to know when reading my work is that i have DiD (subsequently hence the list of names above), am rather autistic, and i have a bevvy of health conditions that are all various skews of wasting disease - in layman's terms, i am disabled! with that in mind, please excuse me if some of my writings reflect and ruminate upon that every so often. this is, itself, a trigger warning, but associated posts will be correctly tagged. i know what it's like to want to browse and take your mind off things and then to be hit in the face with somebody else's drama, and if you don't wanna deal with that in that moment, feel free to avoid the marked posts.

i am also rather long-in-the-tooth, heated and opinionated on a great many things, and some of them are likely bound to make your blood boil with how i talk about them! if they do, well, i apologise. my bloody site though innit :P